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Therefore the peculiar soft assurance of a girl like Constance Reid fascinated him. She was so much more mistress of herself in that outer world of chaos than he was master of himself.
也难怪康斯坦斯·里德那份与众不同的温婉自得,让他深深着迷。身处纷乱复杂的外部世界中,康妮显得更加镇定自若,这点远非他所能比。
Nevertheless he too was a rebel: rebelling even against his class. Or perhaps rebel is too strong a word; far too strong. He was only caught in the general, popular recoil of the young against convention and against any sort of real authority. Fathers were ridiculous: his own obstinate one supremely so. And governments were ridiculous: our own wait-and-see sort especially so. And armies were ridiculous, and old buffers of generals altogether, the red-faced Kitchener supremely. Even the war was ridiculous, though it did kill rather a lot of people.
然而,他同样是个离经叛道者,甚至公然对抗自己的阶级。或许离经叛道这个词过于强烈,太过激烈。他不过是跟普通青年大众一样愤世嫉俗,反对传统,挑战任何形式的权威。父辈们都是愚蠢可笑的,他那位冥顽不灵的父亲尤是如此。政府当局都是极端荒谬的,总是抱有投机心理的英国政府尤是如此。军队都是荒唐透顶的,那些垂垂老矣的将军们,面色酡红的基奇纳(注:1850-1916,英国陆军元帅,在一战前期起到过举足轻重的作用。)尤是如此。甚至战争本身都是毫无意义的,虽然成千上万的人们因它而丢掉性命。
In fact everything was a little ridiculous, or very ridiculous: certainly everything connected with authority, whether it were in the army or the government or the universities, was ridiculous to a degree.
事实上,世间万物都有些荒诞的色彩,或者说是非常荒诞,尤其是所有与权威相关的东西,无论是军队、政府或者高等院校,无一例外地荒诞至极。
And as far as the governing class made any pretensions to govern, they were ridiculous too. Sir Geoffrey, Clifford's father, was intensely ridiculous, chopping down his trees, and weeding men out of his colliery to shove them into the war; and himself being so safe and patriotic; but, also, spending more money on his country than he'd got.
至于那些自命不凡的统治阶层,同样是值得奚落的对象。克利福德的父亲,杰弗里爵士,更是荒唐到极点。他伐尽园中的树木,将自家矿场里的工人一股脑地赶上前线,而自己则在后方高枕无忧,高喊救国口号,不过,他也确实为国家慷慨解囊,甚至到了入不敷出的地步。
When Miss Chatterley—Emma—came down to London from the Midlands to do some nursing work, she was very witty in a quiet way about Sir Geoffrey and his determined patriotism. Herbert, the elder brother and heir, laughed outright, though it was his trees that were falling for trench props. But Clifford only smiled a little uneasily. Everything was ridiculous, quite true. But when it came too close and oneself became ridiculous too...? At least people of a different class, like Connie, were earnest about something. They believed in something.
查泰莱家的大小姐艾玛,从中部地区南下伦敦,从事一些医护工作,动身前,就曾气定神闲地对父亲和他那坚定不移的爱国主义大加调侃。而身为继承人的长兄赫伯特,当场报以大笑,虽然那些被砍伐用以修筑战壕的树木是他的财产。而克利福德只是露出点局促不安的微笑。一切都是足可嘲笑的对象,这一点毫无疑问。但当自己身临其境,是否也会沦为笑柄呢……?至少非贵族阶层的人们,比如康妮,还能以诚挚的态度来对待某些事情。他们的心中还存有信仰。
They were rather earnest about the Tommies, and the threat of conscription, and the shortage of sugar and toffee for the children. In all these things, of course, the authorities were ridiculously at fault. But Clifford could not take it to heart. To him the authorities were ridiculous AB OVO, not because of toffee or Tommies.
他们极为关心前线的英国兵,对征兵的威胁感到忧心忡忡,而食糖和乳糖的短缺给孩童们造成的影响,同样让他们惴惴不安。当然,所有这些事的罪魁祸首,是荒唐的当局政府。但克利福德却始终并未因此感到困扰。对他而言,无能的政府才是罪恶的根源,而供应不足的糖果或是浴血奋战的士兵,都并非症结所在。
And the authorities felt ridiculous, and behaved in a rather ridiculous fashion, and it was all a mad hatter's tea-party for a while. Till things developed over there, and Lloyd George came to save the situation over here. And this surpassed even ridicule, the flippant young laughed no more.
连当权者自己也觉得有些荒唐,但其所作所为依然愚蠢透顶,一时间活像是场疯狂的茶话会。直到前方战事日趋紧张,此时劳埃德·乔治(注:英国政治家,1916-1922年任英国首相,对一战的胜利以及战后的欧洲重建,起到过至关重要的作用。)走马上任,才算挽回国内的危局。而这些已经超越可笑的范畴,连愤世嫉俗的青年们也乖乖闭上了嘴。